well, i do have to say, fuck this shit.

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i hate you.

i hate this smell.

i hate this taste.

i hate what you manage to do to me.

i hate it that you reduce me.

so why don't you just rip my heart out

and tear me apart.

ain't it better like that?

make me the cold unfeeling bitch

that everyone makes me out to be

at least i won't be able to feel the pain and hurt anymore

no more tears.

no more anguish.

no more.